Time rolls on...

Well, yesterday at about 5:20, I guess, Tara and I were talking and long story short, we're an "us". I like Tara a lot. We haven't actually hung out anywhere other than her front yard and school, yet I find myself enjoying her company. She's very easy to get along with and her sense of humor is priceless. Her overall personality is "Jawsome", thanks Renny, and she's super cute, as well. I am entering this relationship very cautiously. After the chaos of the last, I find myself very apprehensive. Its very good though. Tara is on the same page for different reasons though. I think she is apprehensive due to the fact that her longest relationship has been like 2 weeks or so. I don't think she's willing to get her hopes high. It better that way. Neither am I. I just know that I enjoy being with her and I want to see where this goes. If it becomes something cooler, great.On a lighter note, Jenny and I babysat lastnight for Keja. It was fun. Chase was actually not all hyper. He was kinda mellow for once. It made life easier. Jenny stuck with Honor. She's such a sweet being. Honor that is. She was really silly. I baked cookies, did dishes, beat level 3 on Clone Wars, ordered Pizza and Soda for Jenny and I, motivated Chase to go to sleep and relaxed watching X2 with Jen. It was nice. I like children. I like babysitting, actually. It makes me feel independent. As though their my kids and I have a family. I know its really sappy and dumb, but I like the idea of living on my own. Kids are super fun, pains, brats and innocent. Getting the chance to see what its like to be a parent is always interesting, to me at least. The only thing that would've made it better is if Tara was there. That was the missing link, a someone to watch the movie with and just relax with. Yeah, Jenny was there, but its not the same as having someone you mean something to there. Anyhoo, I want to go to the movies with Tara today, but I have to call and see if she's at home first. Then, if she can even go. I wonder how yesterday went at Zach's. I wish I could've got a chance to hang with all them. It would've been nice to relax and just hangout w/o responsibility. Thats rare and possibly unattainable even. Oh well. I wait to get my break like everyone else. I guess I'll just have to wait for that day and seize it. Time waits for no one.