Yup.

Well, I couldn't update yesterday and crap cuz my dad is a Net-Miser and he swears that when I get online, I talk to some 49 year old man who lives in a basement in Jersey.He always says crap like,"Stop talking to that 17 year old girl in japan, its really a dirty old man pretending!" He doesn't grasp the concept that its possible to talk to people you actually know. I guess he hasn't heard of profiles and email addresses. Anyway, today was the first school day that Tara and I were actually together. It was nice, yet we didn't get much time ot hang out. I had to leave lunch early, as usual I guess. I hate that my dad won't let me stay for the gawd damm 40 minutes of lunch. I go to work for at least 4 hours after four hours of school. On some days, I even work 8 hours after school. I pleaded with him to let me stay, but he said "Grow UP!!" I told him that I really don't have to, not yet at least. I am a fuckin' senior and I get treated like I'm a damn person that only has to work. It sucks. My Senior-goodtime-kickback yearis being ruined by his attitude. Fuck it. Whatever. That was my daily dad rant, I'm better now. So, Tara looked really cute today... as usual I guess. I hate that I fricken pale in comparison. I wish I was as attractive as she is. I bet people look at us together and say, "What's that cute girl doing with that fat, bald beaner. But oh well, I'll just have to do something about that. Maybe if I exercise more. That could make more "cuter-er-er-er", but probably not. I am content though. As long as she likes me. But that raises another question. Why does she like me? This will plague my thoughts for a while. Eventually I'll get bored though. So yeah.I don't know if she's shy, not used to Public Displays of affection or what, but its ok. I think its cute. People just need time. Especially newbies. So, ok for now.