Yup. I wish I was a FFA person.

Well, my day began at 2:45 in the morning. I was woken up to take the Jew to her trip. First we hit Circle K and then we go to the classroom. We were there before Mo even opened the gate. We are prudent peopolies, my sis and I. So, yeah. I got to see Tara fora very small amount of time, but whatever. I didn't die. I did nearly freeze though. I had to walk all the way around the stupid block to get to my truck. Mr. Mo felt that he needed to lockup all the gates. Damn crazy fool. He is truly a foolish foe. So, Tara and I said bye and I left. I didn't want to be all "lost puppy" and follow her to her van and like watch it drive off, so I just left. I really wish I could've gone. I would have loved to have spent fricken 24 hours with Tara. Thats a lot of cool time. Julia's lucky she got that opportunity with Simon. She is really reaping the benefits of being the second born. I was the first to test the waters, so I was like severely restricted. I'm glad that this year I am allowed to do a lot more. Its nice.I also hope that I take what I learned from failures in the past and avoid making any mistakes with Tara. Respect, Patience, Total Acceptance and Flexibility are what I hope to practice. So far so good.I enjoy Tara lots. She's neato. Anyhoo, at 8 the rest of the day began. I got to help outside and crap until about 2:30. I hated it at the beginning and end. I got over it, but still. I was in no mood to fucking do MORE work. Thats almost all I fucking do alllllll week. I was desperately looking for something to do outside of sitting around the house. I tried Zach, Jenny and Deanna. Deanna was the only one to come through. We went to the arcade for a few hours and ate donut holes. They were really good. I lovedid them. I had sweet tea too.After that, I went to Deanna's parents house to attend a party that Zach would hopefully arrive at. I hug out with: Jason, Brisa, Deanna, Cynthia, Christine, Justin, Adam and Nam. All people I met through the Brigs. It was fun. There was lots of beer and cigs. I partook in none of that jazz. It was all about the Dr. Pepper and Pollo Asado. Yum. After D and I decided that Z would never come, we went with Jason to Nina's house. There we watched "Monster Garage" and played Taboo. I really hate playing games with people with small vocabularies or those who suck at giving/receiving clues. It was torture due to the foolish JUSTIN!!!! He is so dense and frustrating. Man, I don't like that guy. He's alright, but no where near an acceptable inteligence for me. I always feel like I'm having to use small words with him and not talk about things that are too complicated or old. In Taboo, the word was "Yoko Ono", and I gave him all the right clues, but he still didn't know who the hell I was talking about. I was soooo mad. I hated being his partner. I came home at like 11-ish expecting to wait for Julia's call, but alas, she was delivered by her Romeo. Yup. Today would have been a nice Tara day. crap. Oh well. Better luck next time.