Well, its been a while.

Ok, I wrote a lot of crap about two nites ago, but shit happens and oh well. The internet ate it and deleted it. I was too pissed to write it all over again. Man it was a lot. Well. I ended up going back to LA on X-Mas. I got 6 fuckin' awesome CDs and a Deftones shirt. It's kuh-razee cool. I got to hang out with my cousin Franklin and I got to ride my first quad. It was cool. A little difficult, but it got easier. For my *virgin* ride, it went smoothly. Yup. I think that every night I was up there, I called Tara. So, she was my link to sanity. I love my family, but man, they're a bunch of crazy cats. While I was up there, my uncle made some Gumbo. It was soooo goooood. Man, I loved it. It wasn't spicy really at all, but all the wieners in my family were suffering. They couldn't hang. They underestimated the 50 million ingredients in the gumbo. Anyway bleh.It was good to see Tara when I got back. We went to my aunt virg's house and ate. It was cool and then we hit the arcade. So, yup. I enjoyed my time with her. A lot of other crap happened, but I am all BLEH. I will just write about yesterday and today I think. Well, yesterday after I got up, I worked with papa till 12 and then about 1 Stu called and wanted to chill. So, I went over and before I did, I ran into Jon from Esty's group of friends. WE chatted for a few, but thats it. Went to Stu's and played his new X-Box. Its neato. Jah. We helped his dad work on his car. Fish came over and then we played some tunes. I went to the movies with Tara to go see Paycheck. It was jawsome. Man, I thought it was pretty creative. Tara gave me these EYES during the movie. They were pretty and I liked them. She just looked at me then we locked eyes. It was quite something. I'm not sure what it was, but it was something. Tara and I went to Sonic's for some Beverages. Then we went and heard a pretty cooool song by Fish and Stu. I had to take her home shortly after but I returned to Stu's we hung out till 2315 or so. I rushed home and crashed. Today, I got up and worked outside for a while, I tried to call Tara, but it was in vain for a long time. I just hung around eventually. I talked to Cris for about an hour about *crap* and then I was in a super horrible mood after that. I called Tara and she was going to go to Jenny's house to sleepover. I was all *Oh... nevermind.* I could've used someone to talk to. But, who am I to complain. The fact that I have anyone is a miracle and I should be thankful. I miss the guys. I miss Mick, Zach, JT, Renn and John. Oh well. I have to wait a few more days to see mi crew. Arrggh!!! Kiss me, I'm a pirate! yup. well. err. Oh, went to the Vid Store and I talked to D. I got to see Nina and Jason. They were pretty cool to see. Then went to the D-Ave w/her and them. After a while it was just us and we talked a good convo. She's always very helpful and wise. So, yeah. We talked life and our significant others. Then I came home. Here I am. All loser-ish and loner-ish. I'll call my Tara mañana and I have to work too!! crap. Dane returns tomorrow though it will be late and too late to work. So, I'll be a loner. Yipee...fuckers. Well, yours truly must get his usual 5 hours of sleep, so here I go. Good night I say and live well. Tara makes me smile.